Hello
Right, the time has come, I have got to sort out my life...
I better give a bit of background, I'm 26 and a half, I have a job I enjoy but doesn't pay a huge amount, I'm still living at home trying to save up for my own home but not having any luck - partly because I'm based in one of the most expensive areas of the country and the morgage I could get doesn't come close to the cost of a flat here. I've reached that stage in my life where "all" my friends are setteling down, getting married and setting up their lives.
I have accumilated clutter in my life that is depressing me - this at least I can fix with some effort.
Hmm, I sound like a proper loser don't I? I'm not really... honistly ;-)
So, what's on the positive side?
I have the most wonderful boyfriend who loves me - how can anything be better than that? But even this has problems, not with him and me, but other factors - more on this later.
I have great freinds - when I see them, yes, they are either wrapped up in getting married, just married or working hard - this stage of our lives will pass in a few years but in the meantime we're all in contact via email only and meet up when we can. We're also all spread over the country / world.
I'm not ugly ;-)
I'm good at what I do
So why do I need to sort out my life? I'm unhappy - oh I have fun, I go out, do intersting thigns at the weekends etc. it's just I can see how much better things could be and some times that feeling of being left behing, just floating though life catches up with me >shrug<
Hence this blog and new resolution - I am going to take hold of my life and fix it. I want to be content :-)
Wish me luck!
